- I will follow your eyes anywhere dear...
- May 25th, 2010
So many things going on in my head. I tell Zack to get his life together, and then he does quickly. He still needs to talk to his grandparents, but he probably won't finish his bachelor's degree, because it's really a waste of money at this point, and a waste of time. He's looking more toward getting a full-time job and moving out for the time being. He wants to be a luither, or a guitar builder. This takes a lot of time and money to start up, but he found a job that would help this career - entry level jobs for sanding and building at the Paul Reed Smith guitar faculty. Unfortunately, this place in Maryland, about three and a half hours away. At first I thought about looking into graduate school at the University of Maryland, but decided in the end that would be too stressful, and I planned on staying here through graduate school to expedite my time with Charlie. I know I can't take him with me, but I know I can't stay here forever, either. d
One reason I love Zack to death - he isn't offended that I won't move with him because of my horse. He understands AND supports this decision. However, when I graduate from PT school, and if Zack is in Maryland and the job is working out, I will look for jobs up there. The place is only 3.5 hours away, or a quick train ride. I still have five years of school left, and I don't want him to wait on me to try and get a job that could really help him. He's so hesitant, he doesn't want to move where he knows no one, but it might be the best life choice at this point. I don't think it would be but another year until he does this, he first wants to get a full time job here and save money and move out. Hopefully this will go somewhere soon. He is in his second week of work at Little Ceasar's for now, and they promised him 20-25 hours a week, and he got 9 hours this week, so he is promptly searching for another job.
Wow, I feel a lot better after talking this out on here. I really don't have anyone to talk about this to, because....well yeah.
Anyway, I'm watching Sherlock Holmes, cleaning my room, and restoring my phone because it's annoying the crap out of me. Already went to the DMV today and renewed my driver's license.....$32 later. Ugh.